sigh.

yesterday:
lane falls asleep in the car 15 minutes before we get home
pull into the driveway and his eyes are wide open
strikes against taking anymore of a nap
6:30p try to calm a bad diaper rash, why its there, i don't know
7:15p lane sound asleep for the night
worry he'll wake in the wee hours
8:30p grilled cheese for dinner.
watch basketball with my husband. yet to become denver nugget fans.
1a vance and i just now go to bed, we stay up so late why?
i dream i am a professional photographer and there are prarie dogs in our house.
today:
5:45a the crying starts
he probably just heard vance's alarm, he'll go back to sleep
5:50a nope, still crying
explosive diaper...everywhere
rubbing his eyes, tired, we're all tired
won't eat, won't sleep, just wants to sit on my lap, love
6a go outside with dad as he leaves for work.
neighbor sees me in my robe, yikes.
wish i was a morning person, absolutely gorgeous. lane smiles and reaches for the chirping birds.
make coffee, hate making coffee. wish starbucks delivered. have yet to drink any of it.
7a get so much done in the morning. i need to become a morning person.
letters written...check
thank yous written...check
bed made...check
think about getting myself ready for the day...check
grocery list made...check
play with lane...check
organize desk...check
8a share a bowl of cheerios with lane
8:30a lane in bed, me doing this
yet to do:
swim
grocery store. walmart.
clean...bathrooms, kitchen floor, dust. wonder how old lane should be before he starts chores? kidding. kinda.
laundry...lane's sheets
clean out the fridge
take trash to the curb
make banana bread with the overly brown bananas on the counter
post a week worth of pictures on here
enjoy the fact i get to stay home with my little man. sigh, happiness.

pick up renee and tom at the airport tomorrow:)